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I have been waiting for these storms to come. I love, love, love storms. Now they are here and it isn't helping my mood at all. My bad mood started last thursday. Thought it was just PMS and being tired, but it hasn't left me yet. At first it was just work that was making me mad, really just a few people, but now it is everything! I am just plain old mad. I feel like my nose is permanently wrinkled up in disgust. Yuck!

I haven't walked since last wednesday. First I didn't feel good. Then I was busy. Then it was pure laziness. This is the consistency that I have trouble with.

I haven't eaten right since saturday afternoon. Then I babysat and let my eating get crazy. I think I had like 6 oreo's on sunday. 3 pieces of domino's thin crust, stl style pizza. I drank the entire time I was eating. Monday I had way too many crunchy cheetos. I then had to make 4 dozen cupcakes. How do you make homemade baked goods without tasting for approval? So, overall it has been a rough weekend for both food and exercise.

I'm just plain old depressed and tired and cry-ee and emotional. Hooray! :(

I'm coming out of the exercise thing today though. I WILL walk this evening or do an aerobics thing on tv.